this is hard

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



ok, had to get that out.

i'm so frustrated and tired of crying and feeling really exhausted. i feel super lucky that i have so many encouraging, supportive people around me. i just wish i didn't feel like such a failure. :(



funny story to lighetn the mood:

i'm at the end of math. not quite sure what i'm doing b/c my plans ended early. i pull out a book, and start reading to my kids when there is a knock on the door. in walks my professor and nine students from SU along with my principal to look in on my class. SURPRISE! lucky for me my kids are angels when others are watching. haha good times.